Unspoken
ang bilis naman natin nagbago.. okay naman tayo dati dba.. parang mas maganda pa nga nun eh.. walang pressure.. walang expectations.. walang disappointment.. walang frustrations.. wala nga lang commitment.. pero mas okay talaga tayo nun.. lagi tayong masaya.. lagi nating hinahanap ang isa’t-isa.. pag hindi tayo nagkikita miss na miss natin yung isa’t-isa.. pag magkasama tayo ayaw natin matapos yung oras.. noon, kahit hindi tayo nagsasalita okay lang kasi alam na natin yung gusto natin sabihin pareho.. noon makita lang natin yung isa’t-isa masaya na tayo.. magkatinginan lang tayo okay na.. magkatabi lang tayo ayos na.. noon sobrang sweet tayo.. araw-araw.. ngayon…parang wala na lahat.. kung kelan tayo na.. kung kelan wala ng probleam.. kung kelan maayos na lahat.. well yun ang akala natin…na okay na lahat.. pro it shows na hindi.. not at all… pag busy tayo, busy nalang tayo.. we don’t even remind each other that we should never be too busy for one another.. that we should make time no matter what.. it’s not that i don’t understand.. because i do.. i really do.. but it doesn’t mean it works for me.. well i’m trying.. trying to justify everything.. na siguro nga busy lang tayo.. na baka i’m asking for too much.. na baka i’m being too demanding.. or being complicated yet again.. pero hindi din eh.. we barely even talk.. especially the things that we need to talk about.. its hard to say but i think we’re growing apart.. we no longer ask each other how our day was, or how we are.. the little things that makes a big impact in the relationship when passed by.. i know, i know.. you’re not a talker, its not in your nature to talk about the issue.. to share your thoughts and your feelings.. but how can we fix what’s wrong when we can’t even talk about it?.. on the surface we’re okay.. we’re fine.. but we can never deny what’s not being said because it keeps on ringing in our heads.. i don’t know how long can we keep up this act.. it’s not easy.. but what else can i do?.. should we just let it be this way until such time that we can’t do it anymore?.. magkaalaman nalang kung sino unang susuko?.. or should we talk about it?.. compromise?.. look at each other’s point of view?.. try to fix it?.. relationships are a freakin’ lot of work.. it requires sharing and involves talking..a lot it.. and i guess if we can’t do that…we can’t call this a relationship…and we can’t have it…
